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The Purgatory Dimension


"Each of the three of me is trying to hold on to my own individual consciousness and existence. I play off each other. I dare not let Him be alone with Her. There is a feeling of power and certainty, and the sensations have gotten better. most of the pain is gone, and I know I will survive and never have to fall asleep again. I feel superior to Him and yet threatened by His very existence. I juggle for position, to hold Her interest. None of me wants to be the "patsy", the sacrifice...

Suddenly I am aware that there are only the two of us left. One of us has merged into the others. Then just as suddenly I find myself alone once again in the blackness...with a shock I realize that I have been chosen once again as the sacrifice, and once again I comprehend that there is no other to be the sacrifice. When it comes down to one, I am the one."

 

"Coming out of the heart of the beloved will be a shock of brilliant radiation I remain calm and clear, remembering myself as a voyager and not a body and mind, bathed in a state of high attention.

Along with the brilliant green radiation I feel a soft red light coming from the dimension of Purgatory. It is produced from a tendency to feel jealousy toward others, the habitual desire to engage in intrigue. Repulsion and disgust, even deliberately aroused, will only make it worse.

Since the brilliant green radiation dissolves all tendencies of jealousy, I may view it as a threat if I am unable to function without jealousy and envy; the radiation may terrify me and make me want to run, but the only place I can hide is in lower dimensions, so I won't try to hide from it

That soft, seductive red light is going to look pretty inviting and safe just about now, because it will allow me to hold on to my jealousy, but I won't give into it; I recognize the brilliant green radiation as my ally, as wisdom itself.

 
Collecting myself, I'll concentrate my attention in this way:

Wandering in the six lower dimensions
Because of the power of jealousy,
On the radiant path of light
of the all-performing wisdom
May I be led by the guide of the labyrinth,
May the Beloved be my protector,
May I be led safely across
the shocking ambush of the labyrinth,
And may I be placed in the state
of the pure and shining void.


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