"Coming out of the heart
of the beloved will be a shock of brilliant radiation I remain calm and clear, remembering
myself as a voyager and not a body and mind, bathed in a state of high attention.
Along with the brilliant green radiation I feel a soft red
light coming from the dimension of Purgatory. It is produced from a tendency to feel
jealousy toward others, the habitual desire to engage in intrigue. Repulsion and disgust,
even deliberately aroused, will only make it worse.
Since the brilliant green radiation dissolves all
tendencies of jealousy, I may view it as a threat if I am unable to function without
jealousy and envy; the radiation may terrify me and make me want to run, but the only
place I can hide is in lower dimensions, so I won't try to hide from it
That soft, seductive red light is going to look pretty
inviting and safe just about now, because it will allow me to hold on to my jealousy, but
I won't give into it; I recognize the brilliant green radiation as my ally, as wisdom
itself. |